just a rant

twiddling my thumbs and waiting for albo election results in my underwear. it is raining and i crave a smoke. i don’t smoke but i crave one. i miss the sexy way one holds the cigarette between one’s fingers and one’s lips, the acrid taste of a smoker’s mouth and the putrefying odor coming from [...]

when I get the blues

your touch implied
your glances expressed
your lips uttered
your tongue danced
your hands molded
your walk convened
what never was
my skin reacted
my eyes sparkled
my lips responded
my mouth enfolded
my hips changed
my legs followed
what will never be
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when i get the blues
and the blues get me
papa we are messed
not fit for company
when i get the tears
and they really come down
papa it ain’t fun [...]

why i like my job

“woo, marshallah, God bless your tits. you have really good tits, just the way i like them.”  the statement in itself, while true, makes for a very uncomfortable compliment. coupled with the fact that it just left the mouth of an 84 yr old woman, and the blush on my neck and cheeks becomes entirely [...]

Another one bites the dust

I am officially the only unattached person in my office. Today, one of the other women I was always feeling sorry for, sported the biggest brightest diamond and surrounding stones in a square cut and lots of glimmer.
I understand that the wedding will take place on a boat. Nice. I almost want to get married [...]

mystery man

well, at my job it seems that everybody is either marrying, divorcing, having babies, grandbabies, graduation, retirement, birthdays and i do not know what else. life is all going around me but not through me it seems. no boyfriend, no drama, nothing interesting.
oh i have excuses. i am too fat, i have no time, i [...]

Detail

You and her are sitting together, swaying to the rhythm of the #5 train. Holding hands. Her fingers are lightly playing with yours, her lip corners are toying with a misterious smile. Her face is lit up when she talks to you. You are also smiling but it is a little more frozen, a little [...]

Vanilla

There comes a day in your life when you realize you are a bit different from everybody else. It may suddenly hit you at an odd moment, when all of a sudden you catch yourself wishing his hands would go in another direction, a little lower…a little further…a little stronger. Or during a particularly juicy [...]

Wishes in the rain

I wish for you two eyes that twinkle
a lithe body and nose that crinkles
long white fingers, sparkling smile
wavy hair, true grace and style
swelling breasts that stop your heart
tushy firm and bouncing tight
mellow voice with a side of silver
laughter to make your soul quiver
two lips to bring “true love’s kiss”
thighs made just for your bliss
I wish for [...]